Sunday, June 30, 2019

How I Cured Myself of Bipolar Illness -- and Other Hoots!!!




Looks like Hillary Clinton is the REVEREND here, no??? Most have probably forgotten, but after losing the Presidential Election, she said she wanted to be a METHODIST LAY MINISTER and she had a LOT OF SUPPORT in that -- HA!!!


You HAVE TO BE as TWISTED AS A CHRISTIAN to think that LOSING THE GOAL OF YOUR LIFE (the second time), makes one SPIRITUALLY QUALIFIED to HELP OTHERS SUCCEED in LIFE!!!



Hillary Clinton and Rev. Bill Shillady with “Strong for a Moment Like This” a book of devotionals Shillady and others wrote for Clinton during the 2016 presidential campaign. PHOTO COURTESY OF REV. BILL SHILLADY


>>> Hillary Clinton wants to be a lay preacher. Here’s what her spiritual adviser says.


By Martha Quillin




>>> HOW THIS POSTING BEGAN is: 


1. That I NEED to write a POWERFUL LETTER to District Attorney Benjamin R. David (that I would rather not write -- because I'm TIRED of having to stand up for my Rights when he, who is PAID TO DO THAT, has screwed my Rights and income at EVERY OPPORTUNITY for Jesus Christ his Presbyterian-White-Supremacist God). I'm sorta procrastinating (but under no Time Limit -- since I am BLOCKED from taking Grievances to Court, the NC State Bar, etc.).

2. This week has the Prep for my Abdominal Aorta Aneurysm Repair in 12 days -- and I was designated an URGENT CASE, but had to have a Pacemaker installed first -- slowing things by about three months -- so I'm nervous.

That said, I've had a GREAT LIFE, so if I go I have no regrets -- I've made Peace with myself and my God and SCREW all the Racist, Drug Trafficking Christians and their Criminal Churches!!!


3. Fourth of July is this week, so lots of CRAZINESS ALL WEEK, I'm sure.

4. And then I noticed that this -- my first blog posting EVER -- got more hits today than today's earlier posting, https://scottkenan.blogspot.com/2008/05/vacuuming-with-eyeballs.html. The GOOD NEWS is that while that sounds OVERLY EXPRESSIVE like what a MENTALLY ILL PERSON might write, it is ACTUALLY my being BLOWN AWAY by Stephen King's (I'm NO FAN of Horror Genres), book on writing, "On Writing".





Writers and Lawyers need this book the most -- but since EVERYTHING WE THINK and then DO is because WE ARE WRITING TO OURSELVES (and we silently write what we speak to others as well), EVERYONE can benefit ENORMOUSLY from this book (and learning writing)!!!


So AT LEAST get it from the Library to read (it is short -- and is LESS HORRIFYING than Mr. King's later book):





5. In 1978, when I was first diagnosed with "Manic-Depressive Illness" (now called Bipolar I), one of the symptoms that "PROVED" I had it was that I was diagnosed as suffering from hypergraphia -- which is Latin for "writing too much". That was a REAL SYMPTOM in the medical books.

Some years later, I re-defined myself as a WRITER, and that symptom instantly became a GIANT PLUS for my new vocation -- and NO LONGER meant I was MENTALLY ILL!!!

Now, that was TOTALLY TRUE, but as I have ALWAYS SAID (the last seven or eight years, anyway), even today, remembering my thoughts and behaviors, I really DID have Bipolar I from then until 1992, when I last had any DEPRESSION -- or sleeplessness from "mania". I ALWAYS can fall asleep easily now -- and get plenty of sleep.


So the PROBLEM is that either Medical/Psychiatric Science has it WRONG that Bipolar can't be cured -- or I am a WEIRD EXCEPTION -- or was MIS-DIAGNOSED. And frankly I don't CARE which it is, I'm happy NOT TO HAVE THAT ANY MORE!!!







FUNNY that it was a Canadian Female Drug Trafficker who while holding me hostage for about two weeks in Puerto Vallarta in 2010, was browsing in my Kenan Genealogies, and came across the above info -- that TWO BLOOD KENANS were most responsible for removing Homosexuality from the list of Mental Illnesses -- in 1973.


The PROOF of my mother, Ruth Anne (Meyer) Kenan's DEPTH OF HATRED OF ME, is that even in RECENT YEARS she has referred to my being gay as my "arrested development" that Jesus and NAZI TECHNIQUES (we had Swastikas on our dinner plates growing up -- remember???), would CURE ME!!!

Yes, even as recently as my late January 2019 FALSE COMMITMENT -- my mother and my "has had his own gay sex experiments but can't DISCUSS THOSE" brother, Michael William Kenan, were still pushing to MEDICATE ME TO STUPEFACTION.




Mom, flanked by me and my younger sister Julie, Christmas 2018.


My mother got all her ORDERS on setting up the Drug Mafias of Wilmington, NC and Atlanta, GA -- as well on preparing for the CHRISTIAN REPUBLICANS and DEMOCRATS bringing FULL VICTORY in the NAZI TAKEOVER of the USA -- from Catholic Popes, especially John-Paul II, whom Mom met with in Rome at least twice.





And if YOU don't want to believe this -- I understand -- I didn't either. I SCREAMED MY THROAT RAW when I realized how HATEFUL THAT CHRISTIAN BITCH IS and what DAMAGE she has done to the USA for her Catholic Popes!!!














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Sunday with Frank Sinatra (who HATED religion, but played Catholic), and with Some TOTAL God-HATING Episcopalians -- Like My Wealthy Kenan Relatives in Chapel Hill, NC / More:





>>> ADDED LATER: STRANGE BUT TRUE: Of my 100 Political Contacts who get EVERY blog posting emailed to them, these THREE block about one in every five I email -- including this one. All are New Hanover County Commissioners, the first two Democrats, and the third Republican -- but NEVER the OTHER County Commissioners!!!



Rob Zapple, Julia Olson-Boseman, and Woody White.


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Sinatra the adulterer


Sinatra had a terrible weak spot for women himself, and in 1938 aged just 23 he was arrested for “seduction” – leading to a famous and dashing mugshot. The charge was then reduced to “adultery” when it was revealed the woman was already married.



Well, here I was on Mulberry Street in Lower Manhattan in 2009 -- hoping some of this would RUB OFF ON ME. Here is a FULL FRONTAL (with side view), to show his full "dashingness":




This article on Frank Sinatra was the SECOND thing I saw online this morning. Sallie Bingham's new blog post was FIRST -- Sallie having lost a whole night's sleep over the image referred to here, before writing it.





Although I SALUTE Sallie Bingham for DESTROYING her family's Publishing Empire decades ago -- partly because her grandfather, Robert Worth Bingham, the second husband of Mary Lily Kenan of Wilmington, NC (after Mary Lily's 1st husband was Henry Morrison Flagler), MURDERED Mary Lily to get the codicil to her will of Five Million Dollars -- just over $100 Million in 2019 dollars -- which was less than 10% of her estate when she died.




Here is what she wrote that I love -- in her latest piece:

Friday during my morning meditation I was blessed to read the esteemed poet Jane Kenyon’s poem after she went to a church supper in rural New England:

She remembers,

“The wonderful smell of coffee in the air
And I found myself among people trying to live ordered lives…
And again I was struck with love for the Republic.”


Coffee at two cents out of five dollars for the growers.


And then I also remember that Sallie Bingham still benefits from the estate of Mary Lily (Kenan) Flagler, then Bingham, and she is a DEVOUT Episcopalian -- the church that not only is ROOTED in and WEDDED to the Episcopal Confederate Mace kept as Sewanee (out of sight ONLY since 2005 -- thanks to my White Supremacist Kenan Family of Chapel Hill that supports them with at least $100,000,000.00 in gifts that I documented the last 100 years).



And then I only recently learned the DEPTH of the EVIL of the Episcopal Church USA -- they only removed the Seal of the Confederate States of America from All Saints Chapel window at Sewanee/University of the South -- the ONLY Episcopal Divinity School in the Old South -- in October of 2018 -- THREE YEARS after Michael Curry, the Bishop of North Carolina, was elevated to Prelate Bishop!!!



There is a word for Black Folks who have NO SELF RESPECT -- and it applies TOTALLY to Rev. Michael Curry. THREE YEARS for him to have the following window removed, then it was done without warning in the middle of the night:





Now you have to be a COMPLETE IDIOT to believe that Jesus Christ is the literal "Son of God" -- although he was a "Great Prophet". Anyone who knows FIRST GRADE LOGIC knows that the New Testament is the BEST PROOF that Jesus is NOT the "Son of God" -- and here is ONE of many proofs of that since this CANNOT BE RECONCILED in Fact, Logic, or Love:






Well here is ANOTHER NORTH CAROLINA CHRISTIAN stupid enough to buy the Jesus/God Myth -- but SMART ENOUGH TO ACTUALLY GET THE MESSAGE of both Jesus and Muhammad -- as well as the Buddha, and all the other Prophets:





Who could EVER trust a black person who is a "Christian"??? My Kenan relatives were some of the LARGEST HOLDERS OF AFRICAN SLAVES -- and knew that the KEY to keeping them slaves was to TURN THEM CHRISTIAN!!!











>>> TODAY IS THE LAST DAY OF GAY PRIDE MONTH -- and what I am PROUDEST of having achieved this month shows in the FOLLOWING GRAPHS OF THIS BLOG!!!:


Please remember, that those in Law Enforcement, Government, the Press, and Privacy Buffs use software to COVER THEIR ONLINE TRACKS, so I have NO IDEA how many actually hit my postings. Both graphs show back to 2008, in hits per month, where my FIRST POSTING is from May 3, 2008https://scottkenan.blogspot.com/2008/05/vacuuming-with-eyeballs.html



Original blog: http://scottkenan.blogspot.com shows earlier peaks when I emailed ALL POSTINGS to 1,500 -- but TODAY, I only email to 100.



New mirror blog with WIDER GRAPHICS, begun 1/1/2014: http://theweathercontinues.blogspot.com


And here are the TOP HIT Blog Postings of the first Half of 2019. the first two are SO STRONG they landed at #2 and #10 in the list of ALL TIME GREATEST HITS -- the first two to make it so high in the SAME YEAR they were posted since my first report of the CIA murder of Colin Stuart Hamilton in Puerto Vallarta, summer of 2015.


1. This complaint to the NC State Bar came back with Ben David CLEARED -- despite Ben's admitting many of these crimes to me. Then I discovered that one of Ben David's TOP ASSISTANT D.A.s, Alex Nicely, who had briefly been made actual PARTNER by Bruce and Amanda Mason, got TOO STRUNG OUT ON METH, then worked as an Assistant D.A. to Ben David's Republican brother D.A. Jon David, in Brunswick County, before being hired as Counsel by the NC State Bar.



Alex Nicely LOOKS LIKE "the brother from another planet", no??? And here are Bruce and Amanda Mason -- LOL!!! Haven't seen a pouty bitch wearing "F*CK-ME PUMPS" this well in AGES!!!:





Bruce Mason is ANOTHER Lawyer I need to get DISBARRED, and I can see that these God-Hating Christians have made Ben David CHALLENGE PROOF!!!


I don't know what is next, but it will be LEGAL, PUBLIC, and DEVASTATING to these Criminalshttp://theweathercontinues.blogspot.com/2019/03/complaint-just-filed-against-wilmington.html


2. I also know Richard Poole well enough to know he is SUPER CORRUPT and in the pockets of my wealthy Kenan Relatives in Chapel Hill (as explained by Bruce Mason and others) -- although those Kenans are Republicans and he HEADS the County Democratic Party.



I NEVER expected that a posting on the HEAD of the County Democrats Richard Poole would be one of my most popular ever -- but it is: http://theweathercontinues.blogspot.com/2019/05/letter-just-sent-to-richard-poole-new.html


3. This one is from a year ago -- but is still WILDLY POPULAR
http://theweathercontinues.blogspot.com/2018/06/my-conversations-with-my-democrat-nc.html

4. http://theweathercontinues.blogspot.com/2019/06/my-reply-to-clerk-of-superior-court.html

5. http://theweathercontinues.blogspot.com/2019/06/readers-find-best-dirt-on-jennifer.html


>>> AND HERE IS WHY ALL RELIGION -- NOT JUST CHRISTIANITY (ALTHOUGH IT IS THE WORST OF RELIGIONS) -- IS TOTALLY ANTI-GOD:





ALL Abrahamic Religions (Jewish, Christian, and Muslim), believe the world won't be SAVED BY A MESSIAH until it is first DESTROYED!!!


That is what Donald Trump was elected by Christians TO DO -- and is MAINTAINED IN PLACE BY PROGRESSIVE "CHRISTIAN" DEMOCRATS -- who LIKE PELOSI, BIDEN, and OTHER CATHOLIC NAZIS constantly LIE through their ASSES!!!







The BIGGEST NAZIS in both the Republican and Democratic Parties are all ROMAN CATHOLICS!!!

















This Catholic Shit -- pretends to be a RELIGION -- but you can't fool ALL OF THE PEOPLE ALL OF THE TIME.








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