Yet another interesting use of peanut butter!!!
>>> AN EMAIL EXCHANGE:
Hi So-and-So -- and my apologies for not getting back to you sooner. I just got in last night from bopping up to Nuevo Laredo to renew my tourist visa and car permit. I'm really glad you wrote, because you bring up a problem that does not just pertain to you, but others as well, and I've been thinking about the best way to relieve it. I've toyed with the idea of taking down the entire blog, but last time I tried that, one of my tires was slashed and "Toro", a local Drug Mafiosa, showed up at my door, both within 24 hours -- LOL!!!
Please relax before reading further, because I am going to fulfill your requests after you get more specific, except that after removing your identity from it, I'm going to post this email as an offer to others in the same or similar boats to do the same for them. Think of yourself as a facilitator of bringing certain gnarly situations to conclusion.
There was no need for you to try to bamboozle me. As you may recall, I have an email in my possession from you that you didn't mind my posting about or using the photo of you -- but to please remove your son's photo (whom NO ONE outside Chacala would actually recognize -- unlike your own photographic image), from the blog. Don't worry, I'm going to remove all.
You are right that you are not at least a conscious part of those who have given me much SERIOUS trouble, but what you characterize as our "friendship", really was more like a slo-mo train collision -- some of it happening fast, but it is just a story now, so I refuse to pick apart any of your statements, adding to the problem rather than the solution -- and the story is kind of a fun one (in retrospect).
I plan to call you "Diamante Azul" -- unless you have a better name you'd like to suggest.
Now, while I was very happy also to get off (the blog), Rafael Cherry, the artist in Durham, NC whom I'd known for many years and had had sexual relations with (so more complicated) -- even though he is one of the most rabid racists I ever met, and a Sewanee alum as well -- that because he had STOPPED producing art while in a few-years-long "period of distraction". And I saw that he has added much new art to his website, so he is back productive again, and I wish him well.
But here is what you need to do and it is actually quite simple: send me links to each blog posting that you find problematic. You can find them all by googling my name in quotes followed by your usually-used even on the streets FALSE name NOT in quotes (to catch any posting not showing both your first and last "names"). I have discovered that people who claim that nothing I wrote about them is true are usually people who got drunk or high and feeling resentful, mis-remember what I actually wrote and want relief from their resentment without having to face what I actually wrote or do any work at all.
I no longer have time for that, so this minimal exercise (I'm guessing there are 5 - 10 blog postings mentioning you), will re-acquaint you with what I actually wrote -- and you need not spell out what problem you have with any of it -- just send links to all sites that bother you and I will take care of it. If you do not think I took good enough care of it, write me again and I will solve that.
I trust that the situation that caused you to get skinny as a rail and have me bring back crunchy, high calorie peanut butter from my trips to Puerto Vallarta to try to get some weight on you has been resolved or at least improved -- and that your obese son's weight has also become more reasonable. Fat babies have trouble with weight control throughout life, so fattening a child is no favor to them.
So much for the "lecture portion" of this email -- we all learn and move on.
I hope to hear back from you quickly, and you need not react to any of this, but if you want to, that is fine too. The solution you desire will depend ONLY on your sending those links.
I am blind-copying this to a few people as witness to my commitment to you, but no one you know -- or are even remotely associated with.
Scott
On Mon, Aug 18, 2014 at 3:03 PM, "Diamante Azul" wrote:
I wanted to say "Please take OFF the picture and writing about me." sorry typing to fast ...
On Mon, Aug 18, 2014 at 2:28 PM, "Diamante Azul" wrote:
Dear Scott,
I am writing to ask you to please take the picture and writing about me. Nothing you wrote about me is true and I have never done anything to you. I do (I think he meant to add "not" here.) know why you would put me in the same category as people who have stolen from you. I only ever tried to be your friend and do not think your writing or treatment of me has been fair. I do understand that you have had trouble with people for politics and other abuses of your rights but I am not one of those Scott and have even defended you to people n Chacala.. even after you continue to write untrue things about me . please consider these things as I do have a significant clientele online and its not right that you should cause my reputation damage when I have never done anything against you.ever.... I am still your friend even though you do not treat me as one. Anyway thank you for your time and I would appreciate if you would not post this.Diamante
Diamante Azul never said homosexuality would affect his marriage (unlike many "Christians", Republicans, etc.).
>>> ADDED @ 2:57 PM, CDT: (It's OK -- I already corrected the names!!!)
On Thu, Aug 21, 2014 at 11:47 AM, Diamante Azul wrote:
thank you Scott, I will do that today. I was slightly worried that something might have happened to you because of the awful things people have threatened you with on your blog but stronger reason told me it was probably "papers" related.
(Eight blog posts)these are the ones I found right off the bat .i had no idea you had written so much and feel deeply hurt Scott....i cant even begin to tell you .. wow .. if you wanted to hurt me .. good job..You actually think I was trying to kill you ?I enjoyed our conversations and am sorry that you think our interaction was a slow moving trainwreck. I do apologize for any wrong doing ,sour words or misunderstandings.I hope things work out for you. my resources are limited but if I can help in some way you have my email now.just..
Jaded
On Thu, Aug 21, 2014 at 12:55 PM, Scott Kenan wrote:
Hell, we're ALL Jaded -- so what??? I've been through a ton of change since we knew each other -- mostly straightening out the details of what all happened to me over the last several years, and my best understanding is that it was so radical I suffered PTSD, so often misunderstood things, and PTSD is easily cured by self-awareness, although it takes some time to instill. I am now ready to try to take practical action against a number of actors (not family, but others), in the USA who legally and/or financially caused me real harm.
Thanks for acknowledging you did NOT actually know what (or what all), I wrote, when you complained in your email of a couple of days ago. I knew that had to be the case. And there is no reason for you to be hurt -- really, there is reason to laugh, and largely at me!!! Do you remember how I had a huge CRUSH on you and at least verged on sexual harassment??? I do. I got over it, but I do like to think that any man or woman would be lucky to oralistically serve your State of Florida (or receive it in another orifice).
If you are a news hound, you know they did a scientific study about 1.5 years ago that shows that human semen is CHOCK FULL of natural mood enhancers, http://www.psychologytoday.com/blog/all-about-sex/201101/attention-ladies-semen-is-antidepressant, and about the same time, another study showed that 85% of straight-identifying and acting men get off on seeing extended Floridian peninsulas in porno -- more than watching female parts: http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2013/05/02/straight-men-porn-ogi-ogas_n_3202857.html.This does not make them gay, but means only that FLORIDA IS A HOT STATE!!!And do you remember how that old Gringo guy who had rented a place downstairs where I lived and turned out to be a big narco-trafficker to Oregon, had given me about a one pound bag of pot that was enough to be illegal, and I had been shoveling free handfuls of it to others to get rid of it quickly except for a legal small amount? You and I were working out a mutually beneficial deal on some of that, but you kept stating all the facts of that in a way I was certain you were voice-recording it -- hoping to bust me -- not because you wanted to, but perhaps someone who could control you wanted to do that.PTSD can bring on paranoia.And I certainly enjoyed our talks too, although your extreme lateness, without calling about that to alert me, several times drove me CRAZY!!! (It was so bad, it went well beyond "Mexican Time".)Nevertheless, it might be fun to get together for some laughs and a beer or cocktail or two (with or without peanut butter) -- LOL!!!I'll get to fixing those posts in a few minutes, and let you know when I think I have completed it. Know that Google and other searches will turn up the same results as now for about a week before Google refreshes itself -- although the posts, themselves, will be changed.Scott
On Thu, Aug 21, 2014 at 1:22 PM, Diamante Azul wrote:
and if you call that "verging" on the line of sexual harassment . The actual crossing of the line must be penetration !! HAHAHA
yes the Jaded lenses serve me far better than the Rosey ones anyway...
On Thu, Aug 21, 2014 at 1:50 PM, Scott Kenan wrote:
ScottHow fabulous -- we were actually that CLOSE??? I didn't dare believe it!!!But all that aside, I do believe that we have now achieved METAPHYSICAL sex -- the kind where you touch someone deeply without physical contact, and which does NOT have anything to do with physical sexual orientation. I am known to have this kind of sex with both men and women -- about equally.Just had lunch, so let me get to fixing those postings.Don't let yer meat loaf . . .
On Thu, Aug 21, 2014 at 1:55 PM, Diamante Azul wrote:
ah yes lunch.. good idea ..
On Thu, Aug 21, 2014 at 2:45 PM, Scott Kenan wrote:
WOW!!! I had totally forgotten about your three-legged former paramour -- no wonder I thought I'd score!!! LOL!!!
I corrected all, but may have missed something, so feel free to check. I could find nothing in these two, which must have been false positives:
And I would be remiss not to let you know this has all gotten me a bit ENTHUSED again -- but I have no intention of allowing myself to pine over things not practical.
BTW: If you ever need any more peanut butter -- just let me know!!!
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