Sorry to say, that although I had had
NO problems with an internet connection or corruption of my computers for about
two weeks now (things cleared up in Mexico a few days before I went to New
Orleans, and there, ONLY the company that was subcontracted by the Wyndham
French Quarter, blocked my computer from having a connection the whole time and
allowed no access to my blog-postings that contained words like “white
supremacy”, they likely Christians or Republicans who do NOT value Freedom of
Speech), this morning, I first lost connection, then the computer was so seized
up with corruption, it took 3.5 minutes to paste something into Word, PROVING
that the internet was NOT actually out.
And then I got TWO text messages in
Spanish on my phone – on dealing with Depression – LOL!!!
The diagnosis was first that the
connection between my modem and Telecable was broken – then that the DNS server
refuses to respond – just like before. So I hope to be able to stop Broadcast
Emails after the Easter weekend. I have nothing new to say and so there is no
reason to block me.
Anyway, I received a note from my
cousin Lena Ludwig Lapper of London, teasing me to stop bragging about my
accomplishments at the Tennessee Williams/New Orleans Literary Festival and
with Gen. Russel Honore, so I responded that after five years of HELL, I had a
right to GLOAT a bit.
But I also mentioned that I had spoken
with Mom by phone this morning for about 20 minutes – and it went totally well
(I’ll get to that in a minute). Lena said that my mother had ALWAYS been sweet
to her, and I explained that that was because she was EDUCATED.
You see, before Dad retired and they
moved to the Wilmington, NC area in 1980, my mother HATED all Dad’s relatives
(mostly because they were Fundamentalists, ignorant, and “having to get
married” by age 15 – with the exception of Nell Smith). Nell was still in the
choir at First Presbyterian when I was a member there in 2011). She was Dad’s niece of about his age, and her
husband, Col. Fred Smith, US Air Force, was a totally cool guy. He loved playing
his guitar and singing, throwing big oyster roasts, and being a totally fun and
gregarious guy.
Pastor Ernie Thompson once told me he was sorry he could not have sex with me -- because of his wife, and I was not attracted to him, so that impetus was ALL HIS!!!
And just a quick aside, but while I was at
First Prez, I friended a retired Army Colonel and his wife, who after a few
weeks wanted to join that congregation, but Rev. Ernie Thompson soon BRAGGED to
me that he had run that black couple off by telling them he supported gay
marriage. The Presbyterian Church, USA recently APPROVED gay marriages
Church-wide, and I saw a news item a few days ago that TONS of black
Presbyterian churches have separated from the parent body of it.
This shows you WHY Barack Obama is so
PARANOID about his gay life getting in the news – black Fake Christians would
immediately LYNCH him!!! Well, the cat has been out of the bag in the rest of
the world for a while – and he has impressive company in his gay side-life.
Presidente Pena Nieto of Mexico (who is now totally cool about everything
around the subject), and of course Vladimir Putin only does his macho thing to
cover for his RABID gay life, which has been well reported on the internet –
but strangely, US News sources (other than Huffington Post), never report on
this!!!
And ALL of Adolph Hitler’s top command in
government and military were found to have secret boyfriends – except Hitler
himself. The problem is not with homosexuals – but with DISHONEST ones, who can
be manipulated because they have to hide it.
http://gaynazis.com/
http://gaynazis.com/
HuffPost and others reported before the 2008
primary season that Al Gore, Rahm Emanuel, and Mayor Villaraigosa of Los
Angeles had SOLD Barack Obama to Big Banks and Wall Street at a secret meeting
– and then George W. Bush told Barack he and the CIA had all the proof of his
gay life and would use it to keep him in line – RIGHT AT HIS FIRST INAUGURAL!!!
Obama is STILL trying to get secret trade
deals done to profit Banks and Wall Street, but impoverish US citizens more. HE IS NOT AND NEVER HAS BEEN A MORAL MAN!!!
He's just smart enough to play a Democrat when he is forced to!!!
But I still think we can work with him, but
he really has to come out gay or resign. It has gotten that DIRE. I thought he
could keep his beard (Michelle), and just stop acting blackmailed, but he
DELAYED pulling out of Afghanistan to protect the opium poppies there, only,
really, so he really remains THE DEVIL IN DISGUISE.
As a young homosexual, I was afraid of
Col. Smith’s attitude toward me, but in
1978 when I was later committed a mental hospital, earlier that summer I was
with my parents and Nell and Fred, and one of my parents complained of how
disgraceful I was running around with white swimwear that went semi-see-through
when wet. Fred piped up and said, “Oh hell, I’ve seen tons of those things –
wouldn’t bother me at ALL!!!”
And by then, Col. Smith had already
taught at the Air War College, Air Command and Staff College, and the National
War College – all of which I sold much ad space in when I later worked for www.Pentagon-USA.com, 1991 – 2010. So when I was homeless
in Wilmington, I often slept beneath Fred Smith’s ashes in the First Prez
columbarium.
And to be fair, my Mom was THRILLED
with Lena’s mother when she was young. We have a picture of Janice Russ in
front of our Stanton Blvd. house in Louisville (about 1958), she visiting for
some reason – but I believe she had just gotten a scholarship. And Janice
(Russ) Ludwig has NOT un-friended me or blocked me on Facebook.
Also, my cousin Cherrie (Russ) Pridgen
had a twin sister Sherrie, who was an honor student, but before she graduated
high school, she was killed when hit by a car. My mother mourned Sherry,
claiming she was the only one who would have amounted to anything – this about
1966.
But getting back to my call to Mom,
today, she was THRILLED to hear of my triumphs at the Williams Festival – and
that I get on with Gen. Honore “like two peas in a pod”. And she HAS to know
that much of what I report is about her own crimes. At first, I thought this
was just more evidence that she has some kind of Dr. Jeckle/Mr. Hyde serious
mental condition, but it might be because she is smart enough to know that the
USA will NEVER allow the prosecutions of Dick Cheney, both Presidents Bush, and
both Bill and Hilary Clinton, and to prosecute Mom, would automatically take
them all out.
I did tell Mom I don’t know what to
make of my siblings (mostly because they refuse to acknowledge the ENORMOUS
practical help they all gave those trying to commit, jail, or kill me, which
they must do before I talk with them)—pointing out that Mike STILL refuses to
tell me for whom he works or even the industry. I told Mom that time heals all
wounds, so one day we should all be cool with each other again – but that is a
long way off, still.
Mom didn‘t even get uncomfortable with
that, so WHO KNOWS what to make of her.
She sure got a kick when I told her
about my falling in love with a woman in a BRO-MANCE!!! And she LIKED that I
told her of the story reported in my last posting that Gays are now
considerably more liked than Evangelicals. I offered that as the Republicans
come to realize this, they will abandon their ridiculous social laws – although
I’m afraid they have ALL made themselves un-electable, at least nationally, and
probably in nearly all states (in statewide elections) soon enough. Hate don’t
make it, nowadays!!!
It was just one big love fest between
Mom and me, and one of the longest conversations we’ve had the last five years.
And this brings me to the fact that it
is silly of me not to mention the name of that woman – since many would have
recognized her photo. She is Peggy Walton Walker, and I leave you with my
invitation to explore her website:
Scott
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