1.
First,
I must say that having gotten key points of my experience to Thomas S. Kenan
III of Chapel Hill, North Carolina, I seem to have been rid of nearly all
tension – in fact the last couple of nights, I drank less than 2/3 a bottle of
red wine – because that is all that interested me. Otherwise, for the last half
year, most nights I would not only down a complete bottle of wine, but four or
five cocktails as well -- while my neighbors burned piles of pot so I had to
inhale that too. It is a MIRACLE that I ever wrote all these blog posts –
nearly all of them in the morning – even though with no home Internet they went
out mostly mid-afternoon. You might not like my politics, but despite typos and
other errors I’ve become a damn good writer – and with sense of HUMOR intact!!!
You see, when
I last visited Liberty Hall in Kenansville, NC (and was allowed IN – I twice
tried to visit in early 2011, and was turned away, the first time by the entire
staff simply disappearing and doors all locked – after I had PAID, but gotten
some lunch first elsewhere because no one could guide me for half an hour, the
second, a week or so later when the Sheriff of Duplin County pulled in shortly
after me and in a very kindly and friendly way explained that some “females”
there had had a CONNIPTION OF FEAR and it would be best for me to wait a week
or two and all would be fine), I never tried again.
But the time BEFORE those, a kindly older lady who
took me around actually let me open some of the very old books in the library,
and the ones I looked at about spirituality might have been THE SCIENCE OF MIND
written in 17th or 18th Century language, and since
Kenans then were all Presbyterian, I KNEW that must be the church for me (of
Christianity), and if the Kenans later got into the Episcopal Church, they HAD
to still have those Ancient Kenan Values – so all HAD TO work out eventually.
2.
I
suppose I seemed HARD on Tom Kenan in my last posting, but if you play at the
top, you have to be able to CONFRONT REALITY and ACT ACCORDINGLY. And I really
do believe that Tom Kenan was born and raised in a BUBBLE of UNREALITY,
possibly maintained for him by women, the Episcopal Church, and assorted
Greed-Bots of various descriptions. You see, throughout the 1970s and 1980s, I
continued to get to Wilmington every couple of years at least, and this was
when Wilmington had at least FIVE VERY SUCCESSFUL GAY BARS, each one at least
as large as Ibiza is today.
“Where Have All the Faggots Gone???” ~ with apologies
to the late, great Pete Seeger.
Of course, I met a LOT of gay North Carolinians back
then, and ALL of them knew Tom Kenan, who must have been the toast of gay NC –
they all partied with him frequently, and in fact, I dated his old boyfriend
Robbie, in 1985, Robbie having only the nicest things to say about Tom. But
what Robbie said that I liked BEST, was that he accompanied Tom to many Society
Functions, where people frequently asked Tom for a piano or organ for their
school or church and Tom was always happy to help out.
You see, this was the continuation of policy of
Henry Flagler, who had ALWAYS given any church, school, or philosophical
society a piece of land and choice of piano or organ as he developed Florida –
and Kenans were ALWAYS fans of music, especially.
But in 2010 when I began researching on Tom online,
I found absolutely NOTHING if I searched for his name and gay or homosexual
together – WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED??? Even today, he has a male lover in his
twenties despite Tom being about 74. If this is a REAL May/November romance,
Tom would PROUDLY have Christopher (Jonathan???) at his side socially as well –
like the Pembroke Joneses always socialized with Pembroke’s male lover, and who
were such close friends to Mary Lily.
And I had been sort of “captured and controlled” by
“the Truman Capote of North Carolina”, Rafael Cherry of Durham – a TOTAL SHILL of
his alma mater, Sewanee/The University of the South – then a respected artist,
now completely addicted to pain meds he gets from his Czech physician
boyfriend, who is head of R&D at a major pharmaceuticals company in the
Research Triangle – and Rafael ADMITTED TO ME his drug addictions about a year
and a half ago.
Such is the EVIL of much of the Episcopal Church.
3.
As
I have tried to make clear, my intention is NOT to try to get Tom Kenan to do
ANYTHING – but to follow his “still small voice”, now that he has the info I sent
him. He is a KENAN, and our family has a LONG TRADITION of serving God,
Country, and Family IN THAT ORDER.
4.
As
to more immediate and practical matters, trying to sort out the difficulty of
my DSL home Internet connection, I have discovered that my TelMex land-line
phone (which I have not used at all), has ALSO stopped working. Readers will
recall that neither worked beginning a week or so after installation, and that
my landlord discovered something had deteriorated in the in-house wiring, his
technician sort of gerry-rigging things so that three of six outlets then
worked – but NOT the others that had all previously worked. So there appears to
be NEW deterioration which should soon be fixed again – the hacking problems
continued on most other WiFi connections after I was online for 45 minutes or
so, so that TOO has been a real problem (except when I used the WiFi downstairs
from the US Consulate in Nuevo Vallarta where my computer was ATTACKED
FEROCIOUSLY even as it was booting up.
So, YES, I will pursue suing/bringing charges
against the City of Wilmington, NC, North Carolina Courts, Dekalb County Courts
in Georgia – and Cook County, Illinois Courts and individuals as well. I hope
to get the aid of at least one of the orgs protecting the rights of bloggers.
In the meantime, I expect to begin working on a book or books detailing my
experience with the identity of minor characters protected, and I will NOT be
blogging much politics, my case already having been THOROUGHLY MADE.
Although I would have happily REMOVED my old/other
blog, had Tom Kenan responded AT ALL and asked that, SOONER, his slowness to
even let me know he will look into these matters PROVES TO ME he is living like
an OLD DINOSAUR who has no idea that the world actually moves now at the speed
of lightening, so my hopes for him have not improved – nor have they been
abandoned. And as I’ve said, the Age of Kenan (“Kenan” meaning “sadness” or
“over acquisitiveness” – depending on which Bible Dictionary you consult), DOES
LEAD to the Age of Mahalalel, or The Prince of Peace. Tom and his relatives’
ACTIONS from now on will determine the role of Kenans in this new Age of the
Artist – but I ASSURE YOU that no Kenan (including me), is necessary to
completing GOD’S PLAN.
God always WINS, regardless.
Scott
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